a perfect day.

notes app journal entry, 2024

woke up to love, and food prepared by loving hands. 
she left for a friend date as i laid in the silence. 
feeling the emptiness she left behind.

woke my body up. smoked. picked at my food. 
started editing videos for a client. 
cleaned and cleansed my apartment for her return. 
back to editing. smoking. playing music. 
absorbed in the world that grows at my desk. 

time passes. 

she returns. we check in. 
reset her aura, ease my mind.  
she takes a shower and i break to wash the few dishes in the sink, listening to a video essay. 
her shower ends. cleaned, cleansed. 
she sits on the couch and scrolls while i go back to editing at my desk. 
we listen to music in silence. 

time passes. 

work gets boring, and i miss her. 
closed my latop, made us drinks, and sat on the couch, watching as her legs found their way home across my lap. 
we watched whatever show she’s comfort-watching. 
she falls asleep, i begin scrolling on my phone. 

time passes. 

awakened her to tell gently encourage her to head to bed. 
after some convincing, i join her. 
while she slept, i binged baby reindeer and edited a vlog. 

time passes. 

finished the show and the vlog.
closed my laptop. 
wrapped around her.

and exhaled.